"Dance with you"
Daddy invited Loner to this year's ball, and told me to look after him. Loner lost his parents years ago, and now he is living all alone by himself in a large house out on the hillside. Even though we grew up in the same town, we never really talked. Many people in town call him a "freak", but I just feel that he is a bit pathetic. I suppose that now I´d better think of something to say to him or the silence would be awkward. He's always so quiet.
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"You are my angel"
Mr. Robert invited me to this year's ball. He is one of my father's best friends and always nice to me. Honestly, I feel anxious the ball. The people here still think of me as a "freak". Fortunately, Robert's daughter, Alma, keep me company. The "Princess" of the town truly deserves the high regards. She carries herself confidently, but without that typical arrogance of those of her stature. She's beautiful. As we dance I feel the hostility from the other gentleman in the room. Jesus, what am I doing?! I do not belong here.
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"I want to heal you"
He's completely different from what people say. Sure, he's a little nervous, but I find myself feeling very comfortable and at ease chatting with him. However, the moment he is left alone he immediately looks so desperate and lost it just breaks your heart. I don't think he is used to social gatherings. I feel guilty for the times I had to leave him to perform my duty as the host's daughter. I must find a way to make it up to him.
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"She is so pretty"
What a pleasant surprise; Alma has invited me to ice skate with her. This sort of activity is not common among the ladies. However, she's obviously very experienced. We skated down the Vieux River, from the east side of town to the Leitz, and only had to stop once to catch our breath. I was impressed by her stamina. Fortunately, we ran into some of her acquaintances Otherwise, we may not have made it back until nightfall. I can't believe how beautiful she looks when she's skating, like a white swan taking off from a still lake.
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"You are the right one"
He truly surprises me! We skated all the way to Leitz. Dad doesn't even accompany me this far. I'm amazed at how happy and at ease I am with him. I trust him. I know that if I'm tired he'll see that I get home safely. Nevertheless, we came across aunt Nora who gave us a ride back. When we get home I see a peculiar smile on dad's face. What is going through his mind, I wonder. I will have to investigate.
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"The sky turns dark"
Today's paper reported that the Empire has completed its development of Machine Gun: a weapon that can fire over six hundred bullets in a minute. That's incredible! Father warned me that someday a war will begin between our country and the Empire. It seems that day is almost here. He urged me not to join the army, saying that no one in this war would be "Clean". I promised to honor his wish. However, I can't help but feel conflicted. Is it not our duty to defend our country against aggressors?
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"He cries"
Tonight, Loner cried. I had never seen him cry before. He said the potato soup tasted just like his mother used to make. That makes me happy to hear. His mother passed away when he was eight years old. I can love and take good care of him. I picture a future where I make all of his favorite dishes, just like his mother did. Right now he has this peaceful and serene look on his face as he reads. I wonder what he's reading.
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"In mother's arms"
Hi, mom. Today Alma made potato soup for me. It tasted a lot the way you use to make it, although a bit saltier. I don't know why I cried the way I did. Alma held me in her arms. She was so sweet and warm with me. It has been a long time since I felt this way. We are going to be just fine, so you needn't worry about me. Alma is so lively and she makes me happy. She is going to be a good wife and mother. A lot like you, mom. I'm so happy with her.
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"I would be your hero"
The Empire just declared war against us. What Father once worried about is finally here. According to the papers, the Department of Defense will soon begin a nationwide recruitment. Lately, Alma has taught me what it means to feel concern for others. I'm sorry, Father, but I have to break my promise to you. I'm joining the army. I now have someone to protect. I will still value the lives of those around me, even the lives of the enemy.
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"I will remember your words"
Our military transport train has left Nottingham. The air is full of excited chatter. I do not care to join in this. I find that I start to miss my Alma. This morning Alma made a me a delicious breakfast. Before I left, she gave me words of encouragement and strength. As the train left the station, she looked so small and alone in the crowd outside, like a leaf caught in a storm. My heart is breaking. I miss you, my lover. I really miss you.
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"I want to fly with you"
Today the Air Force came to select soldiers. I was selected by the Captain, who has a very severe and steely look. I wonder what it feels like to be flying in the air. I imagine it's liberating. I hope to one day share that feeling with Alma, once the war is over. Now I have to get ready for the new life as a pilot recruit. The Captain told us there is no easy life in the recruit training center.
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"You are always with me"
I received a letter from Loner today. It has been a long while since his last letter. So I was excited, and almost forgot to say goodbye to the postman. He has been chosen to be a pilot! I'm so proud of him, although I can't help but worry too. As a pilot in a war, he'll be in danger and close to death all the time. Oh, God! What am I thinking? I have to stop thinking like this and be strong. I have to be strong. God, I hate this war!
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"Miss you day and night"
It is always so good to read from Alma. Her words always fill me with warmth and give me the strength to make it through these lonely and trying periods of our training. The Captain always stresses the rules of the barracks. He does not believe in letting up for a single minute and strongly discourages any show of weakness. This includes the writing of letters to family and loved ones back home. Though the training here is tense, no one wants to drop out. I wonder where Harris and Potato are. They are probably still in the hangar. Those two are inseparable.
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Chapter 2
"Sleepless night"
After today's training, the Captain gave us a day off and told us there would be a big surprise waiting for us the day after tomorrow. I guess maybe it´s time to go to the front. All of us know what that means. Some people are excited, some write to their families all night, and others practice in the hanger. Harris isn´t being in the barracks all night. I helped Potato write a letter as he could not spell some of the words. The training time should have been five months, but now we have to finish it in two. Many people quit, worse than that, some people chose other troops. I heard the pressure at the front is too much, the mortality rate has reached over 30%.
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"Birds fallen down"
Today was the first time that we engaged in actual combat. Before we flew, the Captain commanded that we must return alive. I bit a Vulcan in the air, but when I aimed at it, I couldn´t press the trigger, I just couldn´t do it. Then, Shawn, the No. 2 veteran, shot it down. The Captain dispatched squads which were three times larger than the enemy fighters, so the battle ended quickly. Back at the camp, the recruits were very excited. Fortunately, there were no casualties. Duke shot down one aircraft. But despite all the excitement, the Vulcan that Shawn shot down continues to be on my mind.
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"Darkness before dawn"
Loner joined the war in the end, but fortunately, in the first battle he was unharmed and did not injure others. I can see that he is a little unnerved, but I do not know how to make him feel peaceful. Dad told me that every recruit is like this after their first battle and I shouldn´t worry. Oh, I should tell him that the crazy Terry family hysterically ran through countryside shouting, "They are coming here!" We all scoffed at them.
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"Fight in the war"
Today the Captain was furious when he returned from headquarters because the issue concerning the parachutes was rejected by the committee again. The official reason is self-deception. The Captain told us that the committee claims that the parachute would affect the pilot´s morale. That´s so funny! We are the only country whose air force is not equipped with parachutes. The Captain suggested that everyone is equipped with a revolver just in case. Yes, the parachute! I think I know how to fight in the future.
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"The fierce storm"
Our troops are retreating. Our trenches and barbed wire can´t stop the Imperial´s tanks and gas. The poison gas is a cursed thing. Wherever it goes, it leaves dead animals and humans. It may even kill their own front-line soldiers. The Captain says that our tank troops have been in production, and the engineers have developed an anti-gas mask, but I am still very worried. Given the current situation, the Empire will break through very soon. I have to write to Alma so that they may be ready in advance.
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"Where's my lover"
It has been one month, and I haven´t heard from Alma yet. I thought the last letter was very subtle, but perhaps it was destroyed by the examiner. How can I tell them the news? It seems I must make a cipher. Yes, Robert said that he was stocked in a basement for a long time in the Heel Mountain Battle. If I mention the basement at home, he might know what I mean. This time I have to figure out how to write the words in order to deceive the examiner.
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"Take care"
Loner's letter finally arrived. In the letter, Loner told me to remind my father to repair the basement. My father thought he meant to remind us to be ready for war. In that case, the truth is totally different from what the newspaper said, but Dad did not let me warn the others. He would handle it. It is so dangerous at the front line. I should remind Loner to be safe.
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"Lost in the war"
Hasenburg Battle continues for one week. I have shot down three enemy aircrafts. I made sure to specifically aim at the wing so that the enemy has the opportunity to escape with a parachute. I understand that they may come back to drive fighters back to the battlefield again, but I hope they may return more merciful to our soldiers. I am so ridiculous, we do not have a parachute, how can we escape from death? I heard that BP200 was about to service; at that time, I want to request the Captain to allow me to continue driving a BP100. After all, it is difficult to convince the partner of my strategy. I should be responsible for his life.
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"War is not morality"
The Captain asked me to speak with him. He had found out my little tricks and severely criticized me for this dangerous, ineffective way of fighting, but I have always insisted on my ideas. He reminded me that time is of the essence and asked me the question "If your comrades are being followed and locked on, can you shoot down the enemy the first time?" After a moment of silence, I answered him, but it´s so cruel. It seems that from now on, I will try to fight alone. The Captain then warned me that war is not morality.
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"Silently pray for your peace"
The battle of the Hasenburg continued for another two months and ended with the withdrawal of our army. We lost more than 50,000 soldiers. On the offensive side, the Imperial Power loss is nearly at 80,000. The loss at Hasenburg means our last defense is completely broken, and now our homeland is facing the threat. Because of the retreat, communication is limited. I temporarily cannot write to Alma, but she said in her letter that her father renovated the basement. I think they will be fine.
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"I have to be strong"
The newspaper reported the news of the failure of the Hasenburg Battle, and Dad gathered the people in the town for a meeting. He then informed everyone of the emergency situation and let everyone decide whether to leave or stay. Most of the people chose to leave. Father and I wanted to go west to our aunt´s house for a while, but we saw that several villagers were unable to leave the town, so we changed our minds. I believed that my father and I would be helpful in this difficult time. Dad started digging in the basement.
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"Hope everything is frozen"
The fighting is everywhere. We are carrying out our reconnaissance task more and more frequently. Today I have detected the southern city of Narcissus. The abandoned city is nearly empty. The large forest on the eastern side of the city was burned away. Some of the bodies were hastily buried in trenches, there are more corpses just scattered around on the landscape. When the snow returns, I hope it will freeze all of this. Do I still have that point of morality?
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"Another sleepless night"
What I was worried about happened. In the evening,\u00a0a group of military vehicles passed by the town. They were very impatient. Only one officer got off and gave my father a few words. He persuaded the people in the town to leave, for the enemy was coming towards the town. Dad quickly summoned the rest of the people and told them the truth. The Lawrences and the Eagles decided to leave; they were all frightened. In fact, there were less than ten households in the town left. Dad let the rest of the people rest earlier that night. We would discuss countermeasures the next morning. Another sleepless night!
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"The fire is warm"
Today "troublemaker" Todd secretly slipped out of the basement. I found him just before he almost got caught by the enemy. When we came back, my father was furious; I had never seen him be so severe. But in fact, Todd was not actually a mischief, but rather he just wanted to help me pick up the firewood. Last night I thought of Loner, and I was unable to sleep. Todd was shocked because I did not usually cry, so I just lied to him claiming that it was just a yawn. I promised to collect firewood with him later.
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"The incurable wound"
Tomorrow is the major battle in Yonkers. The Captain asked me to speak with me. He told me that enemy now refers to me as the Red Solo. It sounds appropriate. We all know that this will be the showdown battle, and the Captain even brought out a bottle of whiskey. I had never seen him drink before. We talked about recruit training, the battles, but we both avoid some topics because most of the 32 comrades are no longer in the brigade service anymore.
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"Golden dream and my lover"
Last night, I dreamed that you and I were in an amusement park and we were meeting each other for the first time, so I tried my best to convince you to ride with me on the carousel. We spun in circles and circles; then, the carousel became a plane. Together we flew in the air. In my dream, the plane is red and glowing golden light. As you drive the plane, you speak to me, but the wind is so strong that I couldn´t hear anything. Come back early dear. You have promised to make a horse for me, but I haven´t received it.
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"Sunshine in the warm afternoon"
Today it is sunny. No shells landed, and no enemies passed through. It´s been nearly a week since the last batch of invaders appeared. In the morning my father patrolled and then decided to take the children on a walk. In the morning we went to the woods to gather some firewood. Along the way, I look to see if I can find some hazelnuts and pine nuts. We lay the blanket on the grass in front of the yard, so we can sleep in the warm sunshine. Dad stays awake as he must ensure everyone´s safety.
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"We are bait"
The war is an instigation! It´s unbelievable! At a Yonkers cocktail party, I met General Kyle, my father´s old friend. He recognized my last name, but Dad had never mentioned him to me before. After the reception, the general told me the truth of the war. The rise of the Empire disturbs the government. They thought the war was inevitable and our odds of victory are becoming smaller and smaller, so the Department of Defense retrieved some important information from a spy lurking in the Empire. They made the Imperial Army ensure the victory, and then they launched the war. It is so terrible! The government used the people and the lives of soldiers as bait!.
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"People cover their eyes"
General Kyle retired, and after he knew the truth of the war, he took the initiative to resign. But, the war was in full swing at the time and the Department of Defense did not agree with his resignation. After our victory in the Yonkers Battle, the main force of the Empire was weakened. Victory is just around the corner. General Kyle is now useless to the Department of Defense. Before he left, he asked me if I needed help, and I told him that I had been arranged to Parry Island. I will be a garrison chief there, and I just need to stay away from this disgusting war. In the afternoon, I bid farewell to General Kyle and wished him all the best.
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"It become dark suddenly"
"The enemy has been in the house for two days. They appeared suddenly and we had no time to escape, but fortunately they did not appear earlier, otherwise I could not have sent the letter to Loner. In the basement, we all must speak quietly and try to not move around. Dad found out there are enemies near the tunnel´s exit, then he said that our troops must come immediately, but I knew this to be unlikely.
........................................................................................................................
After today's training, the Captain gave us a day off and told us there would be a big surprise waiting for us the day after tomorrow. I guess maybe it´s time to go to the front. All of us know what that means. Some people are excited, some write to their families all night, and others practice in the hanger. Harris isn´t being in the barracks all night. I helped Potato write a letter as he could not spell some of the words. The training time should have been five months, but now we have to finish it in two. Many people quit, worse than that, some people chose other troops. I heard the pressure at the front is too much, the mortality rate has reached over 30%.
........................................................................................................................
"Birds fallen down"
Today was the first time that we engaged in actual combat. Before we flew, the Captain commanded that we must return alive. I bit a Vulcan in the air, but when I aimed at it, I couldn´t press the trigger, I just couldn´t do it. Then, Shawn, the No. 2 veteran, shot it down. The Captain dispatched squads which were three times larger than the enemy fighters, so the battle ended quickly. Back at the camp, the recruits were very excited. Fortunately, there were no casualties. Duke shot down one aircraft. But despite all the excitement, the Vulcan that Shawn shot down continues to be on my mind.
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"Darkness before dawn"
Loner joined the war in the end, but fortunately, in the first battle he was unharmed and did not injure others. I can see that he is a little unnerved, but I do not know how to make him feel peaceful. Dad told me that every recruit is like this after their first battle and I shouldn´t worry. Oh, I should tell him that the crazy Terry family hysterically ran through countryside shouting, "They are coming here!" We all scoffed at them.
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"Fight in the war"
Today the Captain was furious when he returned from headquarters because the issue concerning the parachutes was rejected by the committee again. The official reason is self-deception. The Captain told us that the committee claims that the parachute would affect the pilot´s morale. That´s so funny! We are the only country whose air force is not equipped with parachutes. The Captain suggested that everyone is equipped with a revolver just in case. Yes, the parachute! I think I know how to fight in the future.
........................................................................................................................
"The fierce storm"
Our troops are retreating. Our trenches and barbed wire can´t stop the Imperial´s tanks and gas. The poison gas is a cursed thing. Wherever it goes, it leaves dead animals and humans. It may even kill their own front-line soldiers. The Captain says that our tank troops have been in production, and the engineers have developed an anti-gas mask, but I am still very worried. Given the current situation, the Empire will break through very soon. I have to write to Alma so that they may be ready in advance.
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"Where's my lover"
It has been one month, and I haven´t heard from Alma yet. I thought the last letter was very subtle, but perhaps it was destroyed by the examiner. How can I tell them the news? It seems I must make a cipher. Yes, Robert said that he was stocked in a basement for a long time in the Heel Mountain Battle. If I mention the basement at home, he might know what I mean. This time I have to figure out how to write the words in order to deceive the examiner.
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"Take care"
Loner's letter finally arrived. In the letter, Loner told me to remind my father to repair the basement. My father thought he meant to remind us to be ready for war. In that case, the truth is totally different from what the newspaper said, but Dad did not let me warn the others. He would handle it. It is so dangerous at the front line. I should remind Loner to be safe.
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"Lost in the war"
Hasenburg Battle continues for one week. I have shot down three enemy aircrafts. I made sure to specifically aim at the wing so that the enemy has the opportunity to escape with a parachute. I understand that they may come back to drive fighters back to the battlefield again, but I hope they may return more merciful to our soldiers. I am so ridiculous, we do not have a parachute, how can we escape from death? I heard that BP200 was about to service; at that time, I want to request the Captain to allow me to continue driving a BP100. After all, it is difficult to convince the partner of my strategy. I should be responsible for his life.
........................................................................................................................
"War is not morality"
The Captain asked me to speak with him. He had found out my little tricks and severely criticized me for this dangerous, ineffective way of fighting, but I have always insisted on my ideas. He reminded me that time is of the essence and asked me the question "If your comrades are being followed and locked on, can you shoot down the enemy the first time?" After a moment of silence, I answered him, but it´s so cruel. It seems that from now on, I will try to fight alone. The Captain then warned me that war is not morality.
........................................................................................................................
"Silently pray for your peace"
The battle of the Hasenburg continued for another two months and ended with the withdrawal of our army. We lost more than 50,000 soldiers. On the offensive side, the Imperial Power loss is nearly at 80,000. The loss at Hasenburg means our last defense is completely broken, and now our homeland is facing the threat. Because of the retreat, communication is limited. I temporarily cannot write to Alma, but she said in her letter that her father renovated the basement. I think they will be fine.
........................................................................................................................
"I have to be strong"
The newspaper reported the news of the failure of the Hasenburg Battle, and Dad gathered the people in the town for a meeting. He then informed everyone of the emergency situation and let everyone decide whether to leave or stay. Most of the people chose to leave. Father and I wanted to go west to our aunt´s house for a while, but we saw that several villagers were unable to leave the town, so we changed our minds. I believed that my father and I would be helpful in this difficult time. Dad started digging in the basement.
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"Hope everything is frozen"
The fighting is everywhere. We are carrying out our reconnaissance task more and more frequently. Today I have detected the southern city of Narcissus. The abandoned city is nearly empty. The large forest on the eastern side of the city was burned away. Some of the bodies were hastily buried in trenches, there are more corpses just scattered around on the landscape. When the snow returns, I hope it will freeze all of this. Do I still have that point of morality?
........................................................................................................................
"Another sleepless night"
What I was worried about happened. In the evening,\u00a0a group of military vehicles passed by the town. They were very impatient. Only one officer got off and gave my father a few words. He persuaded the people in the town to leave, for the enemy was coming towards the town. Dad quickly summoned the rest of the people and told them the truth. The Lawrences and the Eagles decided to leave; they were all frightened. In fact, there were less than ten households in the town left. Dad let the rest of the people rest earlier that night. We would discuss countermeasures the next morning. Another sleepless night!
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"The fire is warm"
Today "troublemaker" Todd secretly slipped out of the basement. I found him just before he almost got caught by the enemy. When we came back, my father was furious; I had never seen him be so severe. But in fact, Todd was not actually a mischief, but rather he just wanted to help me pick up the firewood. Last night I thought of Loner, and I was unable to sleep. Todd was shocked because I did not usually cry, so I just lied to him claiming that it was just a yawn. I promised to collect firewood with him later.
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"The incurable wound"
Tomorrow is the major battle in Yonkers. The Captain asked me to speak with me. He told me that enemy now refers to me as the Red Solo. It sounds appropriate. We all know that this will be the showdown battle, and the Captain even brought out a bottle of whiskey. I had never seen him drink before. We talked about recruit training, the battles, but we both avoid some topics because most of the 32 comrades are no longer in the brigade service anymore.
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"Golden dream and my lover"
Last night, I dreamed that you and I were in an amusement park and we were meeting each other for the first time, so I tried my best to convince you to ride with me on the carousel. We spun in circles and circles; then, the carousel became a plane. Together we flew in the air. In my dream, the plane is red and glowing golden light. As you drive the plane, you speak to me, but the wind is so strong that I couldn´t hear anything. Come back early dear. You have promised to make a horse for me, but I haven´t received it.
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"Sunshine in the warm afternoon"
Today it is sunny. No shells landed, and no enemies passed through. It´s been nearly a week since the last batch of invaders appeared. In the morning my father patrolled and then decided to take the children on a walk. In the morning we went to the woods to gather some firewood. Along the way, I look to see if I can find some hazelnuts and pine nuts. We lay the blanket on the grass in front of the yard, so we can sleep in the warm sunshine. Dad stays awake as he must ensure everyone´s safety.
........................................................................................................................
"We are bait"
The war is an instigation! It´s unbelievable! At a Yonkers cocktail party, I met General Kyle, my father´s old friend. He recognized my last name, but Dad had never mentioned him to me before. After the reception, the general told me the truth of the war. The rise of the Empire disturbs the government. They thought the war was inevitable and our odds of victory are becoming smaller and smaller, so the Department of Defense retrieved some important information from a spy lurking in the Empire. They made the Imperial Army ensure the victory, and then they launched the war. It is so terrible! The government used the people and the lives of soldiers as bait!.
........................................................................................................................
"People cover their eyes"
General Kyle retired, and after he knew the truth of the war, he took the initiative to resign. But, the war was in full swing at the time and the Department of Defense did not agree with his resignation. After our victory in the Yonkers Battle, the main force of the Empire was weakened. Victory is just around the corner. General Kyle is now useless to the Department of Defense. Before he left, he asked me if I needed help, and I told him that I had been arranged to Parry Island. I will be a garrison chief there, and I just need to stay away from this disgusting war. In the afternoon, I bid farewell to General Kyle and wished him all the best.
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"It become dark suddenly"
"The enemy has been in the house for two days. They appeared suddenly and we had no time to escape, but fortunately they did not appear earlier, otherwise I could not have sent the letter to Loner. In the basement, we all must speak quietly and try to not move around. Dad found out there are enemies near the tunnel´s exit, then he said that our troops must come immediately, but I knew this to be unlikely.
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Chapter 3
"The happiness on the island"
That was my first day on the Parry island. I was greeted by Lieutenant Colonel Wendell when I landed. There is a small harbour and a small airport on the island, which are used to monitor the ocean to prevent any attack from the Empire. All officers attended the welcome party for me at night. We all had fun at the party since we could see the victory was just around the corner. I left early but the party is still going on...
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"Peaceful time"
Today, Wendell invited me to go fishing. He is a funny guy and he seemed to be really into fishing. I sat beside him and listened to him quietly while he kept talking to me. Wendell told me that he used to be the ex-commander of the artillery battalion, and his battalion is known as "the magnet guns" because of their precise aiming. Near the end of the Hasenburg battle, for covering other friendly forces to retreat, his battalion was ordered to fire over Hasenburg, where his hometown and just captured by the enemy. After the war, he requested for transfer and then he was sent to the Parry Island.
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"The sad stories"
As I lived on the Parry Island, I found that most of the officers here had a sad past. Some of them had become talkers like Wendell, and never missed a chance to tell their stories to the newcomers. Others, I found, seemed normal at first, but would burst into tears as they talked about their past in a drunken state. Only a few people kept their histories to themselves and wouldn´t tell even to those who asked. I try to listen to them all but I wonder if they only knew the truth about the wars, what would they do? It´s hard for me to even imagine that.
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"Everything suddenly collapsed"
I have been captured. On that day, our troops really arrived, when they fought fiercely with the enemy troops, we seized this opportunity to escape from the tunnel. As soon as I crawled into the tunnel, a powerful exposition happened on the ground, which lead to the collapse over Todd´s head. I was only able to give him a push before the tunnel was totally blocked. Meanwhile, the secret door in the basement was broken because of the exposition. So the enemy found me and captured me. As they dragged me away in a hurry, I even had no idea whether my dad was dead or not.
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"Captives on the platform"
I was taken to the train station in Nottingham, a lot of prisoners gathered there. No matter soldiers or civilians, we lined up to get on the train. Except the enemy soldiers´ scold loudly, the platform was extremely quiet, everyone is frustrated. We were put into a freight train, after the carriage was full, the enemy soldiers locked the door with chains. It became dark and quiet in the carriage, someone started to sob suddenly, and then more and more people cried. Some people was cursing, some people was praying, and others was encouraging people besides them. The steel was really cold, but I was so tired and fallen into sleep by leaning against it.
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"Nightmare"
Can you imagine that hundreds of soldiers living in the underground fortification for the "final counterattack" for six months? No sunshine, lack of supplies, even the prisoners in the concentration camps live better than them. In order to avoid the "underground fortification" into real hell, their battalion commander decided to lead the soldiers out of the fortifications and to surrender in the morning. It was unbelievable that we live so long on the top of hundreds of enemies´ heads, we have no idea whether to be happy for them or to be bad for them.
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"The forgotten ones"
After the conversations with the enemy, we were able to clarify where they came from. They were the third Infantry Division of the Empire, and after the defeat at Sirwell, their commander became a scapegoat, who was brought back to military trials in his own country. Their new commander - the famous romantic baron - went missing after the order was given. I cannot feel anger anymore. I can do nothing but tried my best to take care of them to make them wait for the end of the war patiently and quietly. God, please end everything and let people who were away from home for a long time for their sake.
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"Writer Children Mother"
We were sent to the Oasis concentration camp, at the door of the camp, civilians were classified according to sex, while the soldiers were taken away. I encountered with the writer Brody with his three-year-old son, he told me that children were sent to the women prisoners´ camp, and if the mother of the child was not here, the child would be taken away. He asked me to pretend as Joshua's mother, I agreed. I talked him about the story of me and Loner, he said that us would appear in his next novel. Even as a captive, he still insists on conceiving his novels, and I should also be strong.
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"On the sea"
We are sailing on a ship, counting the number of meals I have received so far, I thought I had been in this dark cabin for five days. I met Brody here and he was very grateful for my taking care of Joshua. He looked skinny, which made me to thought that male prisoners have to do a lot of work there. We are sailing over some seriously rough waters and I can hear the waves beating the hull loudly. The extra bumpiness of the vessel was making more people seasick. The enemies did not care for them at all. Since None of the soldiers who were with us in the camp were seen, Brody thought that something bad happened on them.
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"Bad omen"
The storm had continued for three days and unfortunately, the power grid of the island got down on the first day of the storm, and one small boat sunk. After our communication channels became operational again, I managed to contact the higher levels to report at the first time, and I was told that the supply ships had sunk in the storm. This meant that Alma's reply was at the bottom of the sea either. I can see the stormy sea in my mind when I write to her again. I have never been more worried about something after I grew up.
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"Tragedy"
There was a sudden jolt and our ship turned over. Since we were at the bottom of the hull, we were safe temporarily. Brody tried to keep everyone calm, but this made no sense. He found an iron bucket and he came up with a plan to escape using it. He used the iron bucket to dive into the water to find an exit. After many painful near-drowning attempts, he finally found an open porthole. The heavy iron bucket was the only thing that made us reach the porthole. Brody let me go out at first in order to help Joshua making it. After I get out, someone was diving down to get hold of the iron bucket. It was a mess, I tried to help Brody but the water flow was too strong and I couldn´t do much...
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"Get home"
The emperor finally surrendered and the news reached the furthest corner of the country. The Higher Authorities sent instructions that required us to send back the prisoners and maintained a record of the assets. After all these, another troops would replace us and we could finally go home. Due to my performance during the war and the Captain's recommendation, my BP100 was approved as my personal asset and was allowed free access to any military airports. Now all I have to do is to wait for the troops to come to replace us and I can finally fly back home!
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"Go home"
Today, a new notice came from the division. It said that the troops would come here the next week. I really wanted to go home, so I asked Wendell to complete the handover process on my behalf. He agreed and now I was all prepared to leave next morning. I asked Wendell when he was planning to head back home, he said that he wanted to stay here longer as he had to catch a few big fishes. I knew the real reason but I kept quiet. Men should face some things before they are ready.
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"Where are you?"
Alma was missing! I had no idea that I would hear this happened when I was back. Robert told me that he heard the sound of the firefight, and he planned to escape from the tunnel, but Alma insisted on holding the back. They crawled for a short time and the Explosion occurred on the ground. Then they heard Todd´s crying. Given the tunnel was too narrow, Robert could not check what happened at back. Old Nord pointed out that as the earth was too weak, the tunnel may continue to collapse, and he dragged Todd out of the tunnel. When they got out of tunnel and returned back to the house, they found that the enemy has escaped and Alma was nowhere to be found. Robert dug the tunnel again but he couldn´t find Alma.
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"Never give up"
I guessed Alma had captured by the enemy, given that Robert could not find her in neighboring towns. After requesting General Kyle and the Captain to find some information, I visited all troops and governments around to hunt some clues. Cues were rarely because many civilians were captured without record. However, one clue had come to my notice: There was a large captive transfer in the Oasis concentration camp before the Empire was defeated. Unfortunately, relevant information was destroyed.
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"I would find you"
I was more and more regreting about what I did after the great victory of Yonkers. Alma would not be disappeared if I applied for a transfer to the troops near my hometown. In desperation, General Kyle has informed me that the Empire had grouped all our prisoners along the border of Cindy and they were ready to refer to us. I contacted the Wendell who is serving under the Ministry of Foreign Affairs and he assisted me with the relevant procedures. I repainted the plane with yellow which Alma love most. Let me find Alma with the color of yellow which emblem hope.
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"On the way"
After witnessing the last batch of prisoners has leaved, I was on my way back without finding Alma. The officer in charge of the surrender of the prisoners were also served as a pilot in the war. He felt very sympathetic after learning of my encounters. What's more, he swore that he will help me in finding Alma. I fly along the border in the way back, hoping the miracle would happened.
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"Good news, bad news"
The Captain told me that a ship, which transports prisoners from the Oasis Camp in secret, sunk on the way due to the storm. No one survived. The Captain said he had been hesitated for a long time before he decided to tell me. That storm was the hint from the god, and I believe that Alma must be alive!
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"On the way to find you"
I had been searching in that sea area for a very long time. At intervals, I went back to the town to see if Alma returns home. But this time, I heard that Robert, my father-in-law, passed away. We both had regrets. He always felt that Alma would not be missing if he insists on letting she leave first. I left very quickly every time because neither Robert nor I was good at comforting. Todd has grown into a teenager, he told me that he would apply for a pilot so that he could help me look for Alma.
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"Ending but not ended"
Today's Morning News had reported the cross-ocean airship encountered a mysterious guest - BP100, which should be out of commission long time ago. The staff on the airship took an interview later. The staff claimed that the plane is red and yellow. The BP100, designed for one passenger only, had two passengers. One is male and the other is female. However, the pilot still could make many tough actions. After a few minutes around the airship, two passengers waved to airship and disappeared. Dr. Brown, the Captain of the Third Flight Brigade during the war, said that these two passengers could be legendary pilot Lonnie Clovis and his wife, who were missing after the war.
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That was my first day on the Parry island. I was greeted by Lieutenant Colonel Wendell when I landed. There is a small harbour and a small airport on the island, which are used to monitor the ocean to prevent any attack from the Empire. All officers attended the welcome party for me at night. We all had fun at the party since we could see the victory was just around the corner. I left early but the party is still going on...
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"Peaceful time"
Today, Wendell invited me to go fishing. He is a funny guy and he seemed to be really into fishing. I sat beside him and listened to him quietly while he kept talking to me. Wendell told me that he used to be the ex-commander of the artillery battalion, and his battalion is known as "the magnet guns" because of their precise aiming. Near the end of the Hasenburg battle, for covering other friendly forces to retreat, his battalion was ordered to fire over Hasenburg, where his hometown and just captured by the enemy. After the war, he requested for transfer and then he was sent to the Parry Island.
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"The sad stories"
As I lived on the Parry Island, I found that most of the officers here had a sad past. Some of them had become talkers like Wendell, and never missed a chance to tell their stories to the newcomers. Others, I found, seemed normal at first, but would burst into tears as they talked about their past in a drunken state. Only a few people kept their histories to themselves and wouldn´t tell even to those who asked. I try to listen to them all but I wonder if they only knew the truth about the wars, what would they do? It´s hard for me to even imagine that.
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"Everything suddenly collapsed"
I have been captured. On that day, our troops really arrived, when they fought fiercely with the enemy troops, we seized this opportunity to escape from the tunnel. As soon as I crawled into the tunnel, a powerful exposition happened on the ground, which lead to the collapse over Todd´s head. I was only able to give him a push before the tunnel was totally blocked. Meanwhile, the secret door in the basement was broken because of the exposition. So the enemy found me and captured me. As they dragged me away in a hurry, I even had no idea whether my dad was dead or not.
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"Captives on the platform"
I was taken to the train station in Nottingham, a lot of prisoners gathered there. No matter soldiers or civilians, we lined up to get on the train. Except the enemy soldiers´ scold loudly, the platform was extremely quiet, everyone is frustrated. We were put into a freight train, after the carriage was full, the enemy soldiers locked the door with chains. It became dark and quiet in the carriage, someone started to sob suddenly, and then more and more people cried. Some people was cursing, some people was praying, and others was encouraging people besides them. The steel was really cold, but I was so tired and fallen into sleep by leaning against it.
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"Nightmare"
Can you imagine that hundreds of soldiers living in the underground fortification for the "final counterattack" for six months? No sunshine, lack of supplies, even the prisoners in the concentration camps live better than them. In order to avoid the "underground fortification" into real hell, their battalion commander decided to lead the soldiers out of the fortifications and to surrender in the morning. It was unbelievable that we live so long on the top of hundreds of enemies´ heads, we have no idea whether to be happy for them or to be bad for them.
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"The forgotten ones"
After the conversations with the enemy, we were able to clarify where they came from. They were the third Infantry Division of the Empire, and after the defeat at Sirwell, their commander became a scapegoat, who was brought back to military trials in his own country. Their new commander - the famous romantic baron - went missing after the order was given. I cannot feel anger anymore. I can do nothing but tried my best to take care of them to make them wait for the end of the war patiently and quietly. God, please end everything and let people who were away from home for a long time for their sake.
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"Writer Children Mother"
We were sent to the Oasis concentration camp, at the door of the camp, civilians were classified according to sex, while the soldiers were taken away. I encountered with the writer Brody with his three-year-old son, he told me that children were sent to the women prisoners´ camp, and if the mother of the child was not here, the child would be taken away. He asked me to pretend as Joshua's mother, I agreed. I talked him about the story of me and Loner, he said that us would appear in his next novel. Even as a captive, he still insists on conceiving his novels, and I should also be strong.
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"On the sea"
We are sailing on a ship, counting the number of meals I have received so far, I thought I had been in this dark cabin for five days. I met Brody here and he was very grateful for my taking care of Joshua. He looked skinny, which made me to thought that male prisoners have to do a lot of work there. We are sailing over some seriously rough waters and I can hear the waves beating the hull loudly. The extra bumpiness of the vessel was making more people seasick. The enemies did not care for them at all. Since None of the soldiers who were with us in the camp were seen, Brody thought that something bad happened on them.
........................................................................................................................
"Bad omen"
The storm had continued for three days and unfortunately, the power grid of the island got down on the first day of the storm, and one small boat sunk. After our communication channels became operational again, I managed to contact the higher levels to report at the first time, and I was told that the supply ships had sunk in the storm. This meant that Alma's reply was at the bottom of the sea either. I can see the stormy sea in my mind when I write to her again. I have never been more worried about something after I grew up.
........................................................................................................................
"Tragedy"
There was a sudden jolt and our ship turned over. Since we were at the bottom of the hull, we were safe temporarily. Brody tried to keep everyone calm, but this made no sense. He found an iron bucket and he came up with a plan to escape using it. He used the iron bucket to dive into the water to find an exit. After many painful near-drowning attempts, he finally found an open porthole. The heavy iron bucket was the only thing that made us reach the porthole. Brody let me go out at first in order to help Joshua making it. After I get out, someone was diving down to get hold of the iron bucket. It was a mess, I tried to help Brody but the water flow was too strong and I couldn´t do much...
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"Get home"
The emperor finally surrendered and the news reached the furthest corner of the country. The Higher Authorities sent instructions that required us to send back the prisoners and maintained a record of the assets. After all these, another troops would replace us and we could finally go home. Due to my performance during the war and the Captain's recommendation, my BP100 was approved as my personal asset and was allowed free access to any military airports. Now all I have to do is to wait for the troops to come to replace us and I can finally fly back home!
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"Go home"
Today, a new notice came from the division. It said that the troops would come here the next week. I really wanted to go home, so I asked Wendell to complete the handover process on my behalf. He agreed and now I was all prepared to leave next morning. I asked Wendell when he was planning to head back home, he said that he wanted to stay here longer as he had to catch a few big fishes. I knew the real reason but I kept quiet. Men should face some things before they are ready.
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"Where are you?"
Alma was missing! I had no idea that I would hear this happened when I was back. Robert told me that he heard the sound of the firefight, and he planned to escape from the tunnel, but Alma insisted on holding the back. They crawled for a short time and the Explosion occurred on the ground. Then they heard Todd´s crying. Given the tunnel was too narrow, Robert could not check what happened at back. Old Nord pointed out that as the earth was too weak, the tunnel may continue to collapse, and he dragged Todd out of the tunnel. When they got out of tunnel and returned back to the house, they found that the enemy has escaped and Alma was nowhere to be found. Robert dug the tunnel again but he couldn´t find Alma.
........................................................................................................................
"Never give up"
I guessed Alma had captured by the enemy, given that Robert could not find her in neighboring towns. After requesting General Kyle and the Captain to find some information, I visited all troops and governments around to hunt some clues. Cues were rarely because many civilians were captured without record. However, one clue had come to my notice: There was a large captive transfer in the Oasis concentration camp before the Empire was defeated. Unfortunately, relevant information was destroyed.
........................................................................................................................
"I would find you"
I was more and more regreting about what I did after the great victory of Yonkers. Alma would not be disappeared if I applied for a transfer to the troops near my hometown. In desperation, General Kyle has informed me that the Empire had grouped all our prisoners along the border of Cindy and they were ready to refer to us. I contacted the Wendell who is serving under the Ministry of Foreign Affairs and he assisted me with the relevant procedures. I repainted the plane with yellow which Alma love most. Let me find Alma with the color of yellow which emblem hope.
........................................................................................................................
"On the way"
After witnessing the last batch of prisoners has leaved, I was on my way back without finding Alma. The officer in charge of the surrender of the prisoners were also served as a pilot in the war. He felt very sympathetic after learning of my encounters. What's more, he swore that he will help me in finding Alma. I fly along the border in the way back, hoping the miracle would happened.
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"Good news, bad news"
The Captain told me that a ship, which transports prisoners from the Oasis Camp in secret, sunk on the way due to the storm. No one survived. The Captain said he had been hesitated for a long time before he decided to tell me. That storm was the hint from the god, and I believe that Alma must be alive!
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"On the way to find you"
I had been searching in that sea area for a very long time. At intervals, I went back to the town to see if Alma returns home. But this time, I heard that Robert, my father-in-law, passed away. We both had regrets. He always felt that Alma would not be missing if he insists on letting she leave first. I left very quickly every time because neither Robert nor I was good at comforting. Todd has grown into a teenager, he told me that he would apply for a pilot so that he could help me look for Alma.
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"Ending but not ended"
Today's Morning News had reported the cross-ocean airship encountered a mysterious guest - BP100, which should be out of commission long time ago. The staff on the airship took an interview later. The staff claimed that the plane is red and yellow. The BP100, designed for one passenger only, had two passengers. One is male and the other is female. However, the pilot still could make many tough actions. After a few minutes around the airship, two passengers waved to airship and disappeared. Dr. Brown, the Captain of the Third Flight Brigade during the war, said that these two passengers could be legendary pilot Lonnie Clovis and his wife, who were missing after the war.
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Chapter X
"Angel and devil"
Now I'm in the Central Grand Theater, waiting for a drama to begin. To be honest, the air here smells a little strange. I don't really like it. It was Kyle who dragged me to this place, and told me that if I stayed in my lab anymore, I would definitely become a total nerd. It seems to him my research never brings anything cool. Anyways... the drama recommended by Kyle should be good. Now the curtain flies apart, it begins! A beautiful and gorgeous lady shows up and sings a monologue. In a blink of an eye, she becomes a street punk on the stage. It feels like she is born one of them. How amazing and volatile she is! Now I know why Kyle kept the plot of the drama secret. You would never understand what this drama feels like unless you really watched it. Kyle seems to know what I am thinking, and finally gives me the lady's name, Ethel.
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"Leave with me"
What I guessed has been confirmed in the last conversation with Dad. Our country started planning to start a war against the Empire years ago! Although Dad did not say anything, I was still sure he kept trying his best to seize the benefits for my family in this future war. I can´t reason myself to do as he's doing. I should leave. This afternoon, I went to the theater to say goodbye to Ethel. Surprisingly, Ethel told me she'd like to leave with me, even if she is extremely popular in this city. I knew what it meant to her, but my inner selfishness told me not to refuse her. I have made my family disappointed, but I will never disappoint Ethel in my entire life.
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"I will not leave you alone"
Little Nord is getting worse. Even with simple disinfection by wine, his wound began to fester. It is no good for us to keep hiding in the basement. Through secret observations these days, I have found out the general time for the enemy guards to switch everyday. Choque and I decide we are going to slip out of the basement with Nord, and see if we are lucky enough to meet some guerrillas. Little Nord asked us to leave him in the basement and that he would be fine living by himself for days eating potatoes. But his eyes tell me he will end himself once we leave. Anyway, I wish the native Heel Mountain person, Choque, will save us.
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"My new name"
This might be the last argument between Dad and me. Finally, he agreed to my application to join into the air force, the useless force to the war in his opinion. For me, to be enlisted is not for inheriting my father's military rank or showing off my noble family name. It is to show them I am able to become the best officer. Sky is the place where I will make this dream come true. From now on, "Captain" is my name.
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"He disappears forever"
Wendell has been silent for two days. Fortunately, we don't need his order since we are retreating with the army. As his lieutenant and friend for several years, I cannot do anything to comfort him. After the order to fire at his hometown, Hasenburg, he kept almost as silent as a post for around half an hour. At the end, he provided an accurate location and gave us the command, shelling his hometown. During the shelling process, Wendell talked to me about the attractions of Hasenburg with a loud voice almost yelling. It felt like we were not bombing, but rather travelling in his hometown. He was not calm and chic anymore as usual, but depressing and despairing. Obedience is the military's duty, but the commanding officer of the "magnet gun" battalion would be lost forever.
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"Angel's tears"
Today I sneaked out of the basement to pick up some firewood. Robert strongly criticized us for this dangerous behavior when Alma and I came back together. She came out to bring me back safely. I saw her cry again last night. Alma is always positive, I really got shocked the first time I saw her weeping during the night. She told me her eyes teared up just because she yawned. I was sure she lied to me. It must be Loner's letter that made her miss him again.
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"God bless you"
Today "trouble maker" Todd sneaked out of the basement again. When Alma found him, they were so close to the guards that they were almost discovered by the enemy. Honestly, I am kind of worried about her, since she cares too much for the kids, especially for those who just lost their families. Those kids probably remind her of Loner. I hope the war will end soon, it is impossible for an old fellow like me to take care of them forever.
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"The Red Dragon"
We met the Red Solo today in an air fight. He flight a BP100 just like they said. Allen and Herman's Night Owl was caught by him first, and there seemed no way for those poor two to get rid of him. Just as everybody expected, the Night Owl's wing got shot by the Red Solo, who had flown back safely before we surrounded him. Allen and Herman baled out of their aircraft and got saved. They came back to our base with white vacant faces. No one talked. The Red Solo, an angel or devil?
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"The big conspiracy"
At the beginning of the war, the elaborate plan of operation from Defense Department really struck me as strange. They even had already taken every day's weather situation into account. Today, the army commander made it clear, it was our country who led up the war against the Empire. They planned everything well and finally started it. Shame! On the other side, the Empire is no better. They had continued to secretly develop terrible toxic gas weapons and tanks for years. In other words, they also did a pretty thorough job in preparing the war. The army commander also warned me if I decided to quit the army, not only myself, but all my family would not be in the nobility anymore. Dean was right, once in, always in.
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"Where's my happy time"
In today's party, it was pretty surprised to encounter Loner, my old friend Dean's son. I was one hundred percent sure this kid must Dean's son when I first saw him. It gave me hell to know that Dean had passed away. Today, I can still remember how we edged into Central Grand Theater with hundreds of people and watched the show of Ethel, this kid's mother. You told me you just would like to live a life of ease with Ethel, but who would have thought that your son would finally get caught up in the war, and would even become our combat hero? Loner said you made him promise to never join in. You probably had already known the truth behind this dirty war at that moment.
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"He close his eyes"
It was an ambush! Those Vulcans were just bait, and we got surrounded by several Night Owl IIs, the most advanced fighter of the Empire. Harris yelled out loudly, "We got to pass through the cloud! Don't let the enemy have sight on us!" It worked! We took two Night Owls down, and there was only one left still chasing us. A tough one! I tried keeping our position close to their left side. The two gunners of both planes aimed the other at the same time! Apparently, it became a real duel! Harris started shooting wildly with a roar. The enemy did the same to us as well. We got shot and our flight started shaking violently. However, this time luck seemed to be on our side, the enemy's aircraft had burst into flame. Harris still kept shooting like a monster, when I looked back on him, I found his ........................................................................................................................
"Finally awake from nightmare"
Finally, I got away from all the chaos. I'd like to do something to help Dean's son before I leave, but he had his own plan. Well, both of us could stay out of "The Reaping", the final operation against the enemy. What a fantastic name to show how most nobles view this war. Not just the nobles, all civilians of this country actually like this name, as the nationalism rises up widely. It must be a tough job for the propaganda minister to tell everybody we are fighting a just war, with knowing the real truth behind it. Would he still be peaceful years later after retirement?
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"Fish with my son"
Loner is still looking for his wife, while the one who shelled the hometown now is enjoying the life with family. How fair it is! One of the diplomats of the Empire's Foreign Affairs used to be a soldier during the war. Once he knew it was the "Red Solo" looking for his wife, he immediately decided to help me. Loner's goodness in the war finally got some reward. My son is a big fan of Loner. He is always asking me to tell stories about him when we go fishing. To be honest, I don't know much about Loner, as I was not in his unit. I heard an officer in the Air Force Academy used to be with him, so I'm sure I can get more about Loner from that officer.
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"The memories"
After my morning class, I got to chat with a young fellow, Todd. He comes from Peaceburg town, where Loner lived. Todd is just as outstanding as Loner, but more positive and bouncy. The topic in our chat was always about Loner and his wife. If it hadn't been Todd, I would never know those stories of Loner and Alma during the war. Loner never mentioned these things at all. I asked Todd about the reason for joining the Air Force. The answer was quite simple, "It used to be for looking for Alma, but now it is for meeting them up in the air again."
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Now I'm in the Central Grand Theater, waiting for a drama to begin. To be honest, the air here smells a little strange. I don't really like it. It was Kyle who dragged me to this place, and told me that if I stayed in my lab anymore, I would definitely become a total nerd. It seems to him my research never brings anything cool. Anyways... the drama recommended by Kyle should be good. Now the curtain flies apart, it begins! A beautiful and gorgeous lady shows up and sings a monologue. In a blink of an eye, she becomes a street punk on the stage. It feels like she is born one of them. How amazing and volatile she is! Now I know why Kyle kept the plot of the drama secret. You would never understand what this drama feels like unless you really watched it. Kyle seems to know what I am thinking, and finally gives me the lady's name, Ethel.
........................................................................................................................
"Leave with me"
What I guessed has been confirmed in the last conversation with Dad. Our country started planning to start a war against the Empire years ago! Although Dad did not say anything, I was still sure he kept trying his best to seize the benefits for my family in this future war. I can´t reason myself to do as he's doing. I should leave. This afternoon, I went to the theater to say goodbye to Ethel. Surprisingly, Ethel told me she'd like to leave with me, even if she is extremely popular in this city. I knew what it meant to her, but my inner selfishness told me not to refuse her. I have made my family disappointed, but I will never disappoint Ethel in my entire life.
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"I will not leave you alone"
Little Nord is getting worse. Even with simple disinfection by wine, his wound began to fester. It is no good for us to keep hiding in the basement. Through secret observations these days, I have found out the general time for the enemy guards to switch everyday. Choque and I decide we are going to slip out of the basement with Nord, and see if we are lucky enough to meet some guerrillas. Little Nord asked us to leave him in the basement and that he would be fine living by himself for days eating potatoes. But his eyes tell me he will end himself once we leave. Anyway, I wish the native Heel Mountain person, Choque, will save us.
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"My new name"
This might be the last argument between Dad and me. Finally, he agreed to my application to join into the air force, the useless force to the war in his opinion. For me, to be enlisted is not for inheriting my father's military rank or showing off my noble family name. It is to show them I am able to become the best officer. Sky is the place where I will make this dream come true. From now on, "Captain" is my name.
........................................................................................................................
"He disappears forever"
Wendell has been silent for two days. Fortunately, we don't need his order since we are retreating with the army. As his lieutenant and friend for several years, I cannot do anything to comfort him. After the order to fire at his hometown, Hasenburg, he kept almost as silent as a post for around half an hour. At the end, he provided an accurate location and gave us the command, shelling his hometown. During the shelling process, Wendell talked to me about the attractions of Hasenburg with a loud voice almost yelling. It felt like we were not bombing, but rather travelling in his hometown. He was not calm and chic anymore as usual, but depressing and despairing. Obedience is the military's duty, but the commanding officer of the "magnet gun" battalion would be lost forever.
........................................................................................................................
"Angel's tears"
Today I sneaked out of the basement to pick up some firewood. Robert strongly criticized us for this dangerous behavior when Alma and I came back together. She came out to bring me back safely. I saw her cry again last night. Alma is always positive, I really got shocked the first time I saw her weeping during the night. She told me her eyes teared up just because she yawned. I was sure she lied to me. It must be Loner's letter that made her miss him again.
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"God bless you"
Today "trouble maker" Todd sneaked out of the basement again. When Alma found him, they were so close to the guards that they were almost discovered by the enemy. Honestly, I am kind of worried about her, since she cares too much for the kids, especially for those who just lost their families. Those kids probably remind her of Loner. I hope the war will end soon, it is impossible for an old fellow like me to take care of them forever.
........................................................................................................................
"The Red Dragon"
We met the Red Solo today in an air fight. He flight a BP100 just like they said. Allen and Herman's Night Owl was caught by him first, and there seemed no way for those poor two to get rid of him. Just as everybody expected, the Night Owl's wing got shot by the Red Solo, who had flown back safely before we surrounded him. Allen and Herman baled out of their aircraft and got saved. They came back to our base with white vacant faces. No one talked. The Red Solo, an angel or devil?
........................................................................................................................
"The big conspiracy"
At the beginning of the war, the elaborate plan of operation from Defense Department really struck me as strange. They even had already taken every day's weather situation into account. Today, the army commander made it clear, it was our country who led up the war against the Empire. They planned everything well and finally started it. Shame! On the other side, the Empire is no better. They had continued to secretly develop terrible toxic gas weapons and tanks for years. In other words, they also did a pretty thorough job in preparing the war. The army commander also warned me if I decided to quit the army, not only myself, but all my family would not be in the nobility anymore. Dean was right, once in, always in.
........................................................................................................................
"Where's my happy time"
In today's party, it was pretty surprised to encounter Loner, my old friend Dean's son. I was one hundred percent sure this kid must Dean's son when I first saw him. It gave me hell to know that Dean had passed away. Today, I can still remember how we edged into Central Grand Theater with hundreds of people and watched the show of Ethel, this kid's mother. You told me you just would like to live a life of ease with Ethel, but who would have thought that your son would finally get caught up in the war, and would even become our combat hero? Loner said you made him promise to never join in. You probably had already known the truth behind this dirty war at that moment.
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"He close his eyes"
It was an ambush! Those Vulcans were just bait, and we got surrounded by several Night Owl IIs, the most advanced fighter of the Empire. Harris yelled out loudly, "We got to pass through the cloud! Don't let the enemy have sight on us!" It worked! We took two Night Owls down, and there was only one left still chasing us. A tough one! I tried keeping our position close to their left side. The two gunners of both planes aimed the other at the same time! Apparently, it became a real duel! Harris started shooting wildly with a roar. The enemy did the same to us as well. We got shot and our flight started shaking violently. However, this time luck seemed to be on our side, the enemy's aircraft had burst into flame. Harris still kept shooting like a monster, when I looked back on him, I found his ........................................................................................................................
"Finally awake from nightmare"
Finally, I got away from all the chaos. I'd like to do something to help Dean's son before I leave, but he had his own plan. Well, both of us could stay out of "The Reaping", the final operation against the enemy. What a fantastic name to show how most nobles view this war. Not just the nobles, all civilians of this country actually like this name, as the nationalism rises up widely. It must be a tough job for the propaganda minister to tell everybody we are fighting a just war, with knowing the real truth behind it. Would he still be peaceful years later after retirement?
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"Fish with my son"
Loner is still looking for his wife, while the one who shelled the hometown now is enjoying the life with family. How fair it is! One of the diplomats of the Empire's Foreign Affairs used to be a soldier during the war. Once he knew it was the "Red Solo" looking for his wife, he immediately decided to help me. Loner's goodness in the war finally got some reward. My son is a big fan of Loner. He is always asking me to tell stories about him when we go fishing. To be honest, I don't know much about Loner, as I was not in his unit. I heard an officer in the Air Force Academy used to be with him, so I'm sure I can get more about Loner from that officer.
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"The memories"
After my morning class, I got to chat with a young fellow, Todd. He comes from Peaceburg town, where Loner lived. Todd is just as outstanding as Loner, but more positive and bouncy. The topic in our chat was always about Loner and his wife. If it hadn't been Todd, I would never know those stories of Loner and Alma during the war. Loner never mentioned these things at all. I asked Todd about the reason for joining the Air Force. The answer was quite simple, "It used to be for looking for Alma, but now it is for meeting them up in the air again."
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